I wanna wake up in the morning, and experience what I've been dreaming all my life.

The week/overdue

Went to Ikea last week for lunch w/ my boy and his parents. They order 12 chicken wings. TWELVE. 

Crazy much. His mum doesn't eat anything else so she only ate chicken wings while I had something christmas special fish which sucked and meat balls. Only had 1 wing because I was too stuffed. Food never fails to make me happi ^^

Played monopoly deal live, it's like a censor detected game so you don't have cash like you have for the normal monopoly. But it definitely made the game really boring....plus I got thrashed and I was grumpy and tired so all I wanted was to go home. Thank god for car home rides ^^ Oh I have to mention how I love sleeping in cars. Super shiok! Always end up sleeping in the boy's car where ever we go. Too comfy to be true! 

Outfit for my PP(finally) presentation. Was pretty nervous till I found out my own faci was the one grading for my presentation haha. The other faci was really cute with her geeky specs but my advisor was just....glum lol. Had lunch w/ my boy and followed him to bowling coaching. I sat there for 2 hours and spent 4.30 for a can and bottle drink. Day light robbery please! Went to the vending machine to find out it cost 1.30 while the one at the shop costed 1.80...

Took a train to Dhoby and got our 1 for 1 nuggets! Got it for the sake of getting it since it was 1 for 1. Kiasu Singaporeans what can I say ya? Then left him for clarke quay to have company dinner trololol. I got lost btw,  because I missed the stop because stupid iphone maps was not accurate....

Dinner at brewerkz! Known for it's many types of beer. We ordered 2 towers and I had 4 cups in total because I only had beer to drink and I was thirsty so.... am glad I have a high tolerance for alcohol. Though its just beer, but I don't drink what. Appetizers were not fantastic, in fact not up to my standard at all. Everything was just dry. Pui. Explains why I had to drink so much. But the beer was good! We had 'Golden Ale and oktoberfest' Try it if you ever go there!(:

They brought me to zirca lolol (Legal virgin trip!) Was pretty awesome since we had a VIP table so we didn't have to queue! Great first trip la. Explains why hanging out with older and bigger connection people is pretty great. So many benefits hehe. And I feel so protected around them, though I wish my boy was there. I had to trim my fringe because as you can see, from the above it looks stupid. So yes short fringe suits me a lot better.  

*Last day of work today, i'm pretty much free now. Must really work hard, no excuses! 

Oh one last thing! Could I have suggestions for christmas baking? No idea what to bake this Christmas and really like some opinion! If anyone is even reading this..............okay bye <3

Random photos taken: Cooked pasta w/ my boy, played with instagram, bought mask for hydrating! Mask really works I'm quite amazed by it actually hehe. Everyone should do it at least every week. Sasa is having a sale go buy it! 2 for 1.95 onlyyyyyyyyyy!

Ending my post w/ a cute face ^^ bye

I'd like this to last forever. Just us, without any worries. No work no threats no risk no past. 

Sunshine

The very burnt me after 140 minutes of standing under the sun. Yay or nay? Always wanted to be much tanner as compared to my really fair skin and i've achieved it <: But the tan lines are not what I wanted, nay for that. 

Really busy with pp preparation, 2 more uts to go before I can finally take a little break. I wanna stop everything I'm doing, I don't know how much more I can handle. Training + work, might be too much for me. I just want to lie and waste my time around with my boy. Will time move a little faster now? 

Berry Merry

 My first attempt to blueberry streusel cupcake/muffin! Looks really pretty yes?(: 

And chocolate blueberry muffins toooo.

But I have to say I screwed up a little with the plain blueberry cupcake batter :( Something has been wrong with me these days. Horrible in class, horrible at training, horrible at baking. Sigh me is failurekon.

Always love my boy (L)

After my very very late macdonalds dinner, nom. But wasn't shiok without my curry sauce. #can'tlivewithoutcurrysauce. Studied while the boys were busy doing their boy thing.....dota. h8h8h8h8h8h8h8h8h8h8h8 dota pfft. Was isolated in the room with a bunch of carebears hahaha. I don't even have that much soft toys!  

 (Could phones extinct and just leave you and I alone?)

Bye.

Thoughts

I don't like how my mind is able to affect my thinking. In a negative way of course. I allow myself to recall the horrible things I've seen, heard and felt. Everything in my life seems to be a lie. Maybe I'm dead, my life is just lagging (lolol). I wanna believe what I'm seeing and hearing, but my mind recalls the negative past. I cry and cry and cry. It's the only thing I can do to tire me out and put me to sleep. I don't know how to trust, because I've been hearing the same all story. The boy who cried wolf? Maybe you deserve the state you're in and nobody will ever believe you. Well not me. Then you may ask me why I even bother putting in effort. Maybe i'm living in too much denial to tell myself nothing will be true. My eye lids are wearing a ton as I'm typing this.

Somebody please take me away and show me the truth. Even if its ugly. I can't live in lies anymore.

A whole lot of visuals

Had dinner with my girls on friday after weeks of hectic school schedule! Had pepper lunch after a whole long crap of indecisiveness. I (L) PEPPERLUNCH~

Here is a picture of our dear girl having the ambition of a hawker auntie heh

All time fav curry cheese chicken weewee

That auntie's onions tsk. Looking like kimchi LOL.

We headed for swirl after that nomnom. The flavours sounded good but tasted.......... So i went for Tart and mango which were the more suppose to be yogurt kinda flavours. Topped it with blueberries and strawberries + a little pebbles.

 

Preeeetttyyy

Caught 11:11 with a missed call and text from bb. Was really upset cos I couldn't meet him that night :(

And new shoez hehe. I ordered a dress too but they didn't send it together!! >:( I mean, I ordered the dress first because the shoe was in the next collection which i happen to see the next day. I ordered the shoe w/ registered postage. I paid for both the items on the same day!! But they were so stupid to not send it together. And i have no idea where my dress is im so pissed. How can they be so stupid. 

Outfit to church today~

Went to beauty world for lunch and had all time mutton soup and porridge! have been having these since young. The soup was kinda too sweet and lacked the mutton taste but the chilli was really good(:

Went to the ribbon shop downstairs that has been there for over 10 years! The granny is so old now yet she manages the shop all by herself(Y) It was my paradise for the day. I wanted every different coloured ribbon! Got myself green, red and purple ribbons for upcoming christmas baking.

Up with a flu now:( Exams starts tomorrow and I have to have a flu now. <3<3

Lion Kind 3D!

Caught Lion king 3D last week with mummy and the three little monkeys and it was really good! I mean, it's lion king how can you not love it! Exactly the same like how I used to watch it when I was young. 3D wasn't fantastic because the glasses were too big. I watched half of the movie without it? Megan was sucha cutee and raynen couldn't stop climbing up and down the seats.

Oh by the way, this was the night my baking failed!:( I made cheesecake brownie that was looking so gooooooooooooooooooooooood! But.........after baking it for half an hour and cooling it, and removing it from the pan, i found it it wasn't cooked on the inside -.- So the batter flowed out like lava, I wanted to cry. what's worst was it dropped into the sink. I tried it, it was darn good. Was so upset with myself. I had to bake a plain one instead which was not as yummy but the girls liked it so i'm pretty much glad (: