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I've attended countless number of happpy weddings this year due to work purposes and i've heard and read unsuccessful weddings being cancelled. But the ones that affects are always the ones that are broken. Nobody wants that to happen to themselves but nobody knows. Everyone dreams for the perfect wedding, happily ever after. Every single time i witness a couple walking down the aisle, hand in hand, it's a heart melting scene.

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Hi I'm finally taking the time to fill this place with something more interesting than words (rants I mean).

I love cooking so much I wish I lived in the supermarket where I could obtain fresh ingredients daily! Simple meals like these are so easy to make but it doesn't suit the taste buds of many. 

1. Rosemary pumpkin & capsicum 

 2. Aglio Olio

Some after dinner snack? I love caramel corn! $2 of happiness in a pack from daiso, this pack of maple flavoured corn is so yummy its my happy pill. I can't live without having something sweet to eat every single day. 

The view I get to see while working on one of the days. I love Singapore but I've yet to explore so much of it.

Christmas came early! I find excuses like 'Christmas present to self' or 'Reward for the year' to buy new things for myself. I am one spendthrift mama~

I hope you aren't startled by my baby girl. She may be a rascal but such a qt pie. I love how she cuddles and kneeds in between my blanket, whining for some love. But am so annoyed when she makes so much noise when she's hungry and when she takes home pests as gifts. 

While trying to upload photos here, blogger says i've ran out of space! D: Does this mean I can't upload anymore? Or do I have to set up some picasa account and does that require money? I'm getting disappointed and upset now. It's such a hassle when I have to go an extra mile to change and get something done especially when I'm all comfortable with it. I'm such a bore goodbye.

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It feels horrible to be feeling horrible every single day. I have coffee to stay awake and I cry to fall asleep. Sometimes I cry when I'm having coffee. I have no idea why my emotions are in a mess. Why can't hormones give me boobs instead of tears. (sorry side track) This isn't worth reading.

I honestly want to disappear, I am such a burden. I am such a disappointment. School is getting so dry and tough.  I miss my friends. Its been a month since I've seen them. All I can do now is cry. I need a hug so badly. I hate long relationships. I hate my relationship. I hate how things change. I hate myself so much for being such a burden. I hate my attitude. Why do fights have to occur? Why am I so unsatisfied with everything? I hate how I cannot have the mentality to be happy. I don't understand why there isn't justice in the world. I'd like to live my life in fairness but it just doesn't seem to apply to me. I hate how you say NO to things I do/want to do yet you can do everything you want and I cannot have a say because, what's the point? I cannot live a life like this. Maybe that's how being a libra is, not that I believe in horoscopes. Sometimes I don't know what I'm talking about. I'm probably gonna laugh at myself when I read this again. But I need to cry this out. I need a hug :( I'm sorry for being a whiny baby here. ////////////

I'm sorry i'm back with a normal mind (I hope)

Hold my breath as you're movin' in

Taste your lips and feel your skin

When the time come,

Baby don't run

Just kiss me slowly

Today I skipped x

Omg many thanks to the person that clicked on the nuffnang ad on the side! It really works hahahaha so will you guys please click on it more often pretty please >>>>>>>>>>>> :(

Today I skipped school. What a gangster hahaha but the weather was too gloomy for school. First test month and I really don't have the mood for it. Am suppose to be working on my fyp but I'm too lazy... I just wanna eat shop and laze around. Pretty sure I'm gonna suffer for the next month when I have to rush to complete my fyp. It's already the 5th week of school, how fast time flies. 10 more weeks and I'm out of here but I'm pretty sure I'm gonna suffer even more. Still contemplating on what I should do after I graduate. Any ideas? I have no idea what to study on or what to work as sigh. I hope nature will work its magic on me.

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