Eat clean

So I went on a eat clean week, well not totally clean because I did cheat many times. But it felt good to be eating food that nourished your body in the right way :)

Edamame salad and fish wrap is my fav! Its super yummy I could have it every single day hehe

I swear this is the break up season and Im scared. I can never forget what happened before. The more I try to ignore and forget, the more painful it gets. Who am I kidding? I love this boy of mine more than anything. But each time it just gets disappointing and hard. I get disapproved for everything. Every single thing and Im not even kidding. Its painful. On someone I pin my every hope on, it isnt what I expect. But I come to realize, nobody ever gives you what you want. You mean well, but this is not what I want. Im tired of hearing youre so stupid youre so proud youre fucked up dumb. I never once said I was the best. I never once said I was too good enough. But the things you say about me? Im speechless.

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I know everyone wants the best for me. But they don't know me at all. All I ask is encouragement, support for any decision of mine. But I don't receive it from you. I thank God for a mother who is supportive, agreeable to my every decisions. I am not the best daughter, the best girlfriend or the best child of God but I am thankful for everything I'm given. 

Everyone wants to hear: 'Good job!' 'This is damn nice!' 'Thank you.' but it's so darn hard to be appreciated by everyone. Yknow what makes me happy? When others are happy for what I have done for them. No matter how much I hate or am displeased with what others have done and swore to not do anything for them, I fail to do so. People mean so much to me. 

I hope I mean as much to them.

xx

Sloppy joes

Inspired by sloppy joes, I made a tomato based veg stew with garlic, abit of mince meat, tomato and egg plant. Boil and let it simmer till the sauce reduces and season with basil salt and pepper! Toast some buns and wa la! It was really really good! Could eat the stew without the buns to reduce carb intake :)

Whats cooking?

Made lunch at home for the sleepy head this Sunday morning. He was too tired from work ytd so I had to deliver lunch to him. So lucky isnt he!

Teriyaki chicken made from scratch Im super proud of it! It was really good even b said so. He doesnt really like stuff I cook because its always healthy and bland but I made it extra flavourful this time :) Made butter garlic rice and scramble eggs to go with it.

Said I was craving for rubs and fries from chili's so we went there for dinner!! They serve the best ribs ive had to far and the best fries and mash potato!! Not a fan of mash potato with gravy but this was so good! It's being served with mushroom sauce instead. Go try it!

B's 21st dinner

Went to Balzac because we heard the food was good there so we decided to give it a try! We had escargots for appetizers which was good but nothing great. Love their broccoli butter and herb butter, great with the bread they served which was good too!

For mains I had duck confit over mash which was super good! My first time trying duck confit and it won me over. Skin was crispy and the meat was so juicy and tender. Not a huge leg of duck but portion was just right for me. B had entrecort which is a steak with frits. My main was better than his. Fries werent crisps either.

Give Balzac a try! I'll give it:
8/10 for food
9/10 for ambience
7/10 for service

Its located at Rendezvous hotel, next to the cathay/ SOTA.

Mentioned on my fs I would blog but I was honestly so lazy to transfer my pictures from my phone to my laptop so Im blogging via phone.

Where should I start? Im not even sure when I last blogged haha so ill just upload some photos :)