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5th

It's our 5th anniversary this 2013 and we (okay I) decide to have lunch at House, dempsey! :) 

 

Ordered their recommended pearly barley salad with quinoas on it. First time trying quinoas and I loved it! It was crunchy, supposedly nutty. Not sure how to describe them but it was really good, and filling! 

Choice the American sliders instead of Asian sliders because I wanted their fries. So much regret now because you can get the American sliders from skinny pizza. I think its opened by the same owner? Anyway great truffle and sweet potato fries! Gives me an excuse to head down another time for the other dishes. I cannot exclaim how much I enjoyed the food, ambiance and service!

Yup so happy anniversary to us! :) 

Made this meal the next day because we haven't had homecooked food for awhile. I'd rather have a meal at home than a fancy restaurant, unless a special occasion.

B and I didn't actually meet on the actual day because we were busy with work. Sad reality of adults :( Wish we stayed under the same roof but i'm contented with what I have now :) 

xx

Fulfillment list:
1. Taiwan trip
2. Stay healthy
3. Get a (full time) job

Eat clean

So I went on a eat clean week, well not totally clean because I did cheat many times. But it felt good to be eating food that nourished your body in the right way :)

Edamame salad and fish wrap is my fav! Its super yummy I could have it every single day hehe

I swear this is the break up season and Im scared. I can never forget what happened before. The more I try to ignore and forget, the more painful it gets. Who am I kidding? I love this boy of mine more than anything. But each time it just gets disappointing and hard. I get disapproved for everything. Every single thing and Im not even kidding. Its painful. On someone I pin my every hope on, it isnt what I expect. But I come to realize, nobody ever gives you what you want. You mean well, but this is not what I want. Im tired of hearing youre so stupid youre so proud youre fucked up dumb. I never once said I was the best. I never once said I was too good enough. But the things you say about me? Im speechless.

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I know everyone wants the best for me. But they don't know me at all. All I ask is encouragement, support for any decision of mine. But I don't receive it from you. I thank God for a mother who is supportive, agreeable to my every decisions. I am not the best daughter, the best girlfriend or the best child of God but I am thankful for everything I'm given. 

Everyone wants to hear: 'Good job!' 'This is damn nice!' 'Thank you.' but it's so darn hard to be appreciated by everyone. Yknow what makes me happy? When others are happy for what I have done for them. No matter how much I hate or am displeased with what others have done and swore to not do anything for them, I fail to do so. People mean so much to me. 

I hope I mean as much to them.

xx