Reality?

Know how the reality can really destroy everything you hoped for? I keep my expectations high, just to aim for the best. But my expectations just never comes to reality. It's disappointing, devastating. They say you can't get what you want. 'okay can' is the answer i'll give you but that's not what I want. I'm sure one day I'd be able to say, 'I've gotten everything I've ever wanted or maybe even better'. But just how long is this going to keep up? Waiting and trying waiting and trying, like a big joke. Ain't nothing fun about it.